When I am at work I don’t think about them so I feel ok. But give me a couple of days off and I’m sent spiralling into the murky quagmire of illusion and disillusion.

I really don’t want to believe that TV only exists to keep us spell-bound whilst our masters steal our wealth from under our noses but I can’t. I really don’t want to believe that the men behind the Federal banking system in the USA are secretly plotting to take over the world (Nazi Style) by manipulating the people to accept a one world government but they surely are. I really don’t want to believe that 911 was a false flag operation to pave the way to neocon imperialist adventures but all the logical evidence points to this being the case. No I don’t believe some towel head living in a cave plotted and executed one of the worst attacks on American soil ever with military precision. He didn’t. He’s dead America! Wake up!!! He’s not out there! It’s all part of the grand deception. They want you to believe that there is an evil threat out there capable of bringing down sky-scrappers so you will get into line and hand over your cash to pay for arms from companies owned by the same people who came up with the lie in the first place. AAAAAARRRRGGGHHH!

Or perhaps they want me to believe this.

Deliver me! You can’t win so what is the point of bothering? And it is this apathy that they want to encourage.

Oh and by the way, have you noticed the word lie in belief?

I need help!